aaaaaaaa university is keeping me so damn busy that i cant even give time to my art that is really sad for me
i want to know what am i doing wrong in managing time and stufff

well many things are happening in my life, my sister just went to england for masters, we all really miss her but cant express it infront of mother coz she gets really depressed...

anyways weather is chilly but it hurts me very much i dont know somehting stupid is happening i feel cold in my head and then my head starts aching and the story begins and i want to vomit....
ahhhaaa its real bad feeling..................

i have become very lazy nowaydays as well dont work on projectsand assingments. i have become last time jerk , start assingment on the last day and am never able to end it.....

something which is really bothering me that i have a real gud frend and wenever i care about him he is like "get a life" and i am like thats the best you can do.......

i can understand that he is going through his ups and downs but wat abt mine??? when m i going to get time for my ups and downsss...

any ways life is beautiful and beauty is not all time fun its harsh at times and am about to be twenty so better getused to itt..


my birthdays is coming i hope i get lots of gifts coz never get any

wat else is going on in life.... aaaa some art communities are going on in university n m trying to participate in that but they are not really able to organize themself realy well....lets see wat happens..

i think thats it for today
take care and thanks for reading and i always wonder why i dont get comments on my journal ..... never mind